I screwed up A levels

I can't believe this. I'm doing all the wrong things at the wrong time and at the wrong paper. I'm so screwed. I can't get my AAA anymore. Econs was the wrose. I dont even think I can pass considering the amount of shit I wrote for all the questions. I didnt even manage to finish question 5! I wrote so much crap for that question. Im screwed to the max for that one. I didnt manage to finish paper 1 too! To make it worse, I didnt study the topics that came out AND I did not have much to write for the questions that gave lots of makrs.

And then there's History, bloody irritating History. It's suppose to be my best subject but I screwed it up too! It can't get any worse than that yeah? I wrote so little for the Southeast Asian paper and I didnt finish the International History one. You know what's worse? I used the wrong terms! I said that one of the reasons for the success of the Japanese eocnomy was because of the overvalued Yen when it's supposed to be the undervalued Yen! Die already! I think I can only get a B at most. I'm so disappointed with myself. I might as well go kill myself if I'm not able to do my CSE paper. Why are the papers this year so hard and deceptive! Why! Why! Why!

The best part is that I'm beginning to have doubts over if I can get my A for GP. On top of that, I think the best paper I've done so far is Maths. How ironic is that? I know I can definitely pass it this time. All my hopes and dreams of studying in the UK in a good university has been crushed. I've planned out my entire future and now it's crumbling down right in front of me because of A levels. I can imagine the reuslts I'd be getting. Assuming that I do well for CSE, it'll be ABC/D/E. A for CSE, B for History and C/D/E for Econs. As for H1, it'll be B for GP and E or D for maths. Just fab. Fantasticly fab. I'm so disappointed and angry with myself. I shall go to one side and sulk and maybe cry now.