Will 2010 be a good year?

So I'm in my bed unable to sleep due to my usual worries and thinking, "wow 2009 is finally over." THANK GOD! I have officially declared it the worst year of my life in my 19 years of existence. So much drama and conflict. I hated it. Then again I found who your true friends are, how much they care about you and the comfort they can give you when you are down in the dumps. Seriously, like the "oh my god I'm so depressed, I want to kill myself" kind of dumps. I've become much closer with my friends, family and God. For that, there were at least a few happy moments in 2009. On a side note, I also got to meet and unfortunately experience the craziest, most horrible, ignorant, irritating, uncaring and corrupted (in mind, soul and just about everything else) people there could possibly be around. I used to think people are nice in general. That view is gone now.

I hope 2010 will be a good year. A lot of people say that they have a feeling it will be. I have my doubts though. It mostly revolves around my military life. I'm worried sick and I'm losing sleep over it. Ugh. What one of my good friends said is true, the army really is a parallel world.

I went for the countdown by myself again as usual. I didn't really that the 'nice' feeling this year but whatever. I'm quite pissed by the way the police handled the crowd though. It took me an hour just to get from the Esplanade Bridge to Raffles Place MRT, with much shuffing. I came to the conclusion that Singapore would be great if it weren't for the Singaporeans. Ironic huh? I'm becoming a more bleak and pessimistic person by the day. It's probably because I'm dealing with more unpleasant people by the day. At work, outside, you can't escape them. I get frustrated with the slightest thing now. Complain complain complain...I'm like a typical Singaporean now! Whatever man, I'm just going to try to enjoy the last bits of my wondeful 1 month break before plunging back into the bleak, real world on Jan 4. Sigh.